It's been awhile i express my feelings, had a great month this June. Everything went smoothly hanging out with friends, feels great with them. Still there is something not right within myself. hmmm... I should really ask myself, am i on the correct path, am i doing fine? Or is it i'm trying my best to had avoid it. Although i'm still after my dreams but am i taking a close look at girls? There is still many things i forgot how should i start, how should i speak and how should i say i love you. Feel rough and dusty in mind.
Second, am i resisting myself or i'm just thinking blindly?..I don't know where to start. Actually i told myself. When I'm ready, I'll take relation better than past. Since after a single life had change me myself into something else. is it alright to stay like this? "I'll change.. change everything for you." Can i say this in front of you properly? This is really endless...
Third, I'm going in the Army soon, most people may say NS have really no time for her. More and more i'm always with guys together didn't really had get any close to girls. If i'm in the army, is there any faithful girl in this world?
What's worth for me?
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"2 years of thinking " 3:15 AM.
